Destiny....

Destiny is the bridge u built for your loved ones
Faith is the trust you develop in your relationships
Care is the concern when you love someone
Love is your need for someone in your life

At some moments of life
The face becomes so weird and strife
You cannot either look back
Neither can you think ahead

Think about what you lost is worth
And what you gained is a new birth
You have a lot more clouds to reach
Hold your breath and then release

It’s so hard to let go
And it’s so hard to bring back
Why is this life so tough?
When we really need it the most

How can we close our hearts?
To what it wants to feel
We can only close our eyes
To what we want to be unseen

These days would fly so fast
As the rest of our life would we know
Each moment we spent in this world
Is yet precious and reward to glow

The words I say is just not to grin
Don’t leave this world for it’s a sin
If you can’t live here with this pain
You should not blame god for anything

You thought it was difficult to survive
While just one breath is enough for get through in
The difficult task here is to live
with gratitude and a prosperous life

OvEr....

Imagined myself lost in the desert

The wind blows strong, yet touching my soul,
No feelings in my heart for being subvert
Wondering what could bring a console?

The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures,
whose promises were broken if revealed.
The happiness, the care and the treasures,
Whose would lose if I got healed?

ަthese are hours of loneliness and distress
Missing the hands of close and caress,
Floating softly on faded dreams,
A terrible night though I had gleams…

These are some of the thoughts
While I believe what I did was wrong
Will you ever believe how hard it was for me?
To say this simple but hard goodbye…

Don’t you blame me for all the faults?
When I really tried my best efforts
Do you know I told you the truths?
When you thought they were all make ups…

I know I have never trusted you
Neither have I treasured you
But I did value your lovable gifts
Which I don’t carry anymore in my heart

I remember the days I left you alone
While you waited awake for my calls
Do you know I was doing the same?
When you never asked me a word

Will you forgive me if I ask?
When this no longer had last
Where, I let it go for good
While you had the same thought

We say it’s strange to go apart
While we still love each other
These are just no few words
Which I realized far too late

Some moments captured in my soul
Some regrets and some more smiles
You have given me at some times
Even been so far across the miles

Some problems and complications
You helped me get the solutions
I will not forget what we reached
Together held and succeeded

We traveled the life’s ups and downs
And faced the world’s unpleasant frowns
I hope you would not forget the bumps
Which you helped me to get a jump

hope i have eased atlyst one pain in your heart
wish i have made one of your dreams a reality
hope i have given atlyst one reason to smile
wish i have shared one of the burdens in your life

as we are separating our paths here,
i wanna repeat our last words again
i love you..i do love you...
which once meant so much for us...

The past has gone and we call it history
Where I had you sometimes when I needed
We can’t trust tomorrow for it’s a mystery
Today we can do what we want
Where we have done, and it’s called the present…

SiLenT pRaYeR

Smells like orchid stores and sweet perfumes
I dream about you when moving near the diesel fumes
Feels like the velvet touching and butterflies landing
I think about you while passing through thorns and living
Old cloths and torn fabric
Bits of bread and ashes on the road
Stepping on them like I never had
Another way to turn if I want
Winter snow and autumn mist
Shining stars and missed lust
Running away from every possible truth
But your presence still remains
I look at the road leading
Seemingly never ending
the days slowly slips by
solving no problems
resolving no complications,
slowly turning into mist, a mysterious past;
with every move I make
with every step I take
and with every glance I lace
your face still renews within the memory
every time I close my eyes
I drawn into your dreams
Wonderful and yet so touching
Your image doesn’t seem to vanish
Like the rain which pours over the leaves
My tears flood my lashes and off the eyes
The leisure’s you brought into my life
The pleasures no longer lie as any rife
Scared to look back
Scared to accept the fact my hurt burns
Lying within me, making it melt in me
Seems like I was aware of this ever
the sun and earth rotates
these days runs so fast
leaving me back again
you move forward
I realized how much I had lost;
failed to see the truths behind the lies
failed to appreciate the beautiful moments
a gift of glamour and fabulous seconds
centuries of spanned distance
hours bringing you closer
my heart beats faster
yet reading this silent prayer
your dreams should come to reality
your happiness matters to me
even though we are not to be meant
I will want you to be happy

""NeiNge""

neige... a simple word use potently by the Maldivians to show that they arent aware of. but how often is this accepted among the crowd? you know! i must be one of the best familier persons with this word since i use it more often than any other word! but there's a reason for it sometyms.perhaps, i reali dnt hav any relevent information abt the fact o i honestly dont wanna ans someones questions. the trouble aftre geting into a prob is more worse then getn into it..so to keep my self out of such "troubles": i use this simple white lie...today after so many "neinge"( white lies) i have reailsed tat it did nt reali keep me out of probs, instead gt more into it..eventuali i have lost so many important "chapters" of my life becox of these so called lies. the conclusion is get away from what u want bt dnt use the above mentioned word more than u need to...nt a very good thing t practice...

Beauty-FuLL Blue EyEs...(very special:P)

Beautiful blue eyes
like the deep oceans and the blue sky
when you take me in your arms
the feelings are so good and warm

like the shades of the sunset remains
the spectra of your shadow aligns
as I see you at my heart’s beats
a smile lights up and feels the heat

your gorgeous blue eyes
made my eyes so blind
spring up the need to embrace you
and my emotions and feelings flow

gazing at your blue eyes
I see the wild amour which flies
And the transparency of your soul
Traps me inside without any control

Your elegant and gracious touch
Holds my breath in a clutch
The way you love me my love
Is tremendous and more wondrous

Closing the doors to trap in
This madness I live in
The craziness for your lust
Craving for your soul to get lost

A passion fired in my eyes
To get into your blue eyes
Tears flow be my desire
This way I shall never retire

May or may not the destiny favor
We have been together for sure
How the end of this would be drawn
I often think and get into foregone

Caught in your beautiful eyes
Glamorous dreams I dream
Moving on with you forever
Everlasting and breaking never

A lovely white sand beach
Surrounded by the candle gleams
Dancing with you on heels
Is among my sweet dreams

The way you came to m life
Was more than a surprise
Leaving you now aside
Would be more than a crime

ambush me inside this cage
Close your lashes at rest,
protect me at a scarce
let me persist at this peace

move on!!!

Stand still
The sounds are real
It’s not you dreaming
It’s the world moving
The world beside you
And the universe ahead you is not lost
You are still at the same spot
Been like centuries away
Seems like millennium has passed away
But still the heart is at unrest
The wounds are still so fresh
Uncertainty clouded your future
Disagreements covered your past
You are here alone
No one by side and in foregone
What are you wondering in this crowd
You are noticed and marked with a crown
People stare at you all the time
This path seems to be in your vein
Sometimes when it rains heavily
Or When the warm sun heats you up
Or when the snow drops hits you
A stranger grabs you to shade
Are you insane?
Or are you even alive?
You seem to be blind
Or are you even deaf?
Several times in a day
So many strangers you meet on this way
Don’t you have a family?
Or any one you know?
Out of hunger you stay aside
So much danger you are don’t even realize
Staying at this foot path
When you would be blown you aren’t aware of
Thousands of questions asked
No answer ever given
Few drops of tears sometimes
But no word yet out
Tormented by someone’s love
Betrayed by anyone’s plans
Sharing it would do good
But you don’t dare to give a look
what you left behind is not precious
den what you are to gain
got the glorious privilege t live
take the chance and live to the fullest

Memoriess!!!

the every face i face
i search your face in all the faces
when the melody touches my soul
your voice rings in my ears
as soft as petals of roses
you heal me with very touch
thorns hard and sharp
you get me out of frowns
day by day when the paths gets long
my heart cries out for your hand
when the dawns breaks so calm
the solitude reminds me of your soul
fragrance deep and fresh
mind still cares to get heeled
your breaths i have breathed
your warmness i was scarved
your kisses my lips sealed
your hands i was wrapped
ceased by the moments
injured heart with your memories
the blues of every morning
still whispers your name
a beautiful view in my eyes
wonderful meetings with your eyes
lovable hugs and silly jokes
times you made my fools out
times you held me close
leads me to the rest of the world
nights cold and long
until we made it more short
lost in each others thoughts
or on the way of making oaths
i do not regret for the rides
i was beside you in bike
waking up before dawn
wasn't very hard when it was you
dreams we colored together
problems we shared with each other
remains even after the brake
as a line connecting us for the sake
small fire flickers in my heart
you don't know this day and this hour
where m still awake and writing for you
your strong belief and pledge
awaits me for a change
wish you had learn to have faith
which could have held us stick
a part of our life untouched
unseen and unbelieved
where we made our choice
our taste of pure love
a piece of trust and a bit of care
mixed with loads of love and swear
small portion of sacrifice and pinches of romance
the cup left unsipped
a reason why we are lost
unspoken words, unreminded vows
untouched chapters and unappreciated gifts
untreasured moments and unseen tears
everything seem to be more clear now
when nothings left behind anymore
chapters m closing in my life
wishing to open it once again
when i would see you beside
and when you i can call you mine
wonder when the days pass
the moon and earth rotates
the zephyr and wind blows strong
does your heart feels the same????